Ping's

You love me not.

2010-07-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats feeling the poison devouring you bit by bit, killing who u are from the inside day by day, and finally realizing that you've lost everything u lived for, and who you are.

I'm an irresponsible 20 year old, who has lost every single motivational cell to move on in life. Maybe this sounds emo-ish but its not.

Maybe I should put a tagboard, maybe not :/

Life

2010-07-23T07:49:00.000+08:00

Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived at the hospital to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am..
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me,
but I still know who she is.'

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,

'That is the kind of love I want in my life.

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
they just make the best of everything they have.

Mr Right

2010-07-23T04:35:00.000+08:00

When Mr Right comes at the wrong time- Janice Wong, ST, 31 Jan 2005

Timing is everything, even in love. And when you are not ready to commit, you could end up regretting it
By Janice Wong

SOMETIMES, timing rather than love decides who we end up being with - or without.

Only some lucky people marry the loves of their lives. The rest marry the most suitable person who comes along when they are ready to settle down.

A friend in his 20s came to this conclusion after confiding in me that he had recently met a woman who is more attractive than his wife, and so occupies his thoughts more often than his wife does.

'If only I had met her before I got married,' he said wistfully.

But I think even if the love of one's life appears when one is single, one may not be in the right frame of mind to recognise him or her as such.

And then love passes by.

Life is littered with near misses and lost opportunities.

I attended my ex-boyfriend's wedding last month, which triggered many memories.

We met five years ago when I was 23 and he 31. It was love at first sight.

He had an established career, was down-to-earth and steadfastly religious.

I was then working as an air stewardess and my head was - literally and metaphorically - in the clouds.

I was also - well, let's put it this way - not religious.

Despite our differences, we were soulmates. We had the same quirky sense of humour and shared long, intense overnight conversations.

But human nature is perverse. When someone is excessively nice to us, we start taking things for granted, instead of appreciating them even more.

My ex sent me to the airport, fixed my PC, reminded me to take health supplements - and go to church.

He had everything I could want in a husband - except that I was not looking for one. A boyfriend was all I could cope with then.

I loved fast cars, danced wildly at Zouk and took off on shopping holidays at a whim. My life revolved around I, me and myself.

In the six months that we were together, he popped the question several times and talked ad nauseam about having children. He wanted us to enrol for a Christian marriage preparation course.

Yes, I did often fantasise about a Vera Wang wedding gown, but I was at that stage of my life when I was more interested in Guess than Baby Guess.

And where - dare I admit it? - I still wanted to meet other men.

So I was a 23-year-old with the emotional maturity of a 13-year-old. Responsibility? Wasn't that for adults?

In short, I met Mr Right at the wrong time.

The more he talked about marriage and religion, the more I felt pressured and the more pressured I felt, the more irritable I became.

I was too impatient to compromise. Every trivial matter blew up as a big deal. My mood obliterated the good in our relationship and reached a point where I just wanted out.

He was heartbroken; I was sad but relieved. He still called me regularly, beseeching me to change my mind.

The calls stopped finally after a year. Now and then, we say 'Hi' via e-mail.

I had a few painful relationships after that. Served me right, as those rude wake-up calls were necessary for me to realise the meaninglessness of my hedonistic high life.

I missed the tenderness of my ex and began having second thoughts.

Perhaps I also felt more urgency to find someone marriageable before my biological clock reached zero hour. It dawned on me that I am not a pixie like Peter Pan who can flit around forever. One day, I'd wake up sick and alone when my fair weather friends flit away.

But I was too proud and too unsure of my ex's reaction to call him until last year.

The first thing he told me excitedly was that he had found The One. My heart tumbled to my feet. So, that's Fate.

If only I could turn back time. If only I had met him later. If only... what feeble words.

These days, I am more circumspect. I have come to terms with my loss. There is nothing I can do about timing, but I can do everything about my choices.

Sometimes, when the nights get lonely, I toy with the idea of marrying a platonic friend of mine, who often assures me earnestly that, if the worst comes to the worst, he'd be willing to marry me.

But I always dismiss that. I have already made one mistake. I should not make another by settling for second best merely for the sake of getting hitched - only to regret it soon after, as the guy who confided in me did.

Hopefully, the best is not over but yet to be.

How many times has Mr/Ms Right come into your life, but at the wrong time?

To let go

2010-07-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more

Remember: The time to love is short

Friends

2010-07-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

You said, u dont trust friends, but the 1st ones to know anything were them.

You said, friends are just for entertainment, but the things u do show otherwise.

So am i just another tool of entertainment now?

Wake up, and feel who are the real ones caring for u, through rain or shine. Stop being stubborn.

Grow up.

fml

2010-07-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

Even my mum said : " Only weak, useless and stupid guys will get dumped by girls."

Thanks mum. you made my day, really.

2010-07-20T02:35:00.003+08:00

Old memories are flooding me. New memories are gushing in. Heal fast and let the scar be as little as possible, please.

2010-07-19T03:52:00.002+08:00

Even though i know it'll hurt. im trying very hard. putting up a smile when i actually wanna frown. laughing when what i really want to do is cry my ass off. making jokes when what i really want to say is you don't fucking understand me.

my life's been in a whirlpool ever since it happened. I can blame no-one but myself for it. Im insensitive, stupid, a fucktard. I really hate my life right now.

i know nobody will sympathize with my situation and condition even if i tell. so fuck it. fuck all. everyone's a fucking bastard. FUCK OFF

Getting used to being alone

2010-07-15T09:38:00.002+08:00

Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.

School's pretty boring. blogging right now in school while watching jap drama : Proposal Daisakusen. Watched it once and now re-watching the whole series again!

Everyday's pretty futup now ; now im in school -> go home -> nap for few hours -> wake up around midnight -> stay awake dotaing/other stuff till morning -> go to school ... ... ...

.___.

dark circles and pimples are appearing like nobody's business now. fml.

School term ending within a month = deadlines coming up = more sleepless nights/days.

GOD PLS HELP ME :(

New life, old blog :/

2010-07-13T12:00:00.004+08:00

gonna keep using this blog even though i know that no one's reading -.- just to keep track of what im doing and stuff.

Friday : thai disco
Sat : DRINKING AND WEED (Y)

u said u're moving on. i hope u are :)

Behind my mask, within myself

2010-07-13T08:16:00.002+08:00

No one can understand me. Not even you.

May tomorrow hold brighter and clearer skies.

2010-07-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

If you were gone one day... I would smile. because we've had the best/worst times together.

on the other hand, its just the weather. dont think too much dyke.

WORLD CUP IS OVER!

2010-07-12T21:17:00.002+08:00

finally, everyone can start sleeping at normal human sleeping times instead of staying up late, watch soccer, and then become lifeless zombies in school :/

The fucking letter finally came!!! song song gao jookoon :D

FINALLY I CAN DO THE THINGS I WANTED TO!!! (Y)

2010-07-11T08:38:00.001+08:00

fucking fuck off and die.

The rainbow.

2010-07-11T01:59:00.002+08:00

從現在開始就再也沒有回頭路了, 幸福的感覺
請再一次緊緊地擁抱它

你發現到了嗎?
打開開奇跡之門的鑰匙早已經
掌握在你的手里了

這破碎的感覺
請再一次去克服它

所剩下的就只有後悔

Putting these meaningful stuff here to give myself a peace of mind.
Not that they actually reflect what I'm feeling, but they will someday.

The rainbow will come after the storm has passed, i believe :)

明日晴

2010-07-10T06:35:00.002+08:00

明日晴 :)

Proposal Daisakusen

Tomorrow will be a better day, i tell myself.

2010-07-09T10:12:00.003+08:00

Gosh. everytime i login to blogger to post something. i have to type 29092008. fuckmylife.

nostalgic when i scroll through old posts.. I remember she wrote "This strong love, will never break us apart, and it will even "magnet" us even more closer, and then, it will be even more STRONGER."

Guess that was all kinda bullshit. oh well..

Its been so long. But its hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

Bye readers! (if there's even any )

I feel fucking stupid posting lyrics, oh well.

2010-07-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　雨下了　你走了
清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
你看看　你看看不到
我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　你的好　腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回從前的心跳　傷心過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪里找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

smoke drink play

2010-06-18T04:59:00.001+08:00

Thats all I want to do and think of for now.

Kthxbye :)

bits and pieces of me.

2010-06-06T05:45:00.002+08:00

Rejoice!!!

2010-04-05T00:25:00.003+08:00

The last time i blogged was a month ago?? abit more than that actually.. and my girl has been bugging me to blog ever since last last last week........

Anyway.

The point is I am a BIG procrastinator. Especially when there are absolutely no one reading my blog..

Okay, nuff of that rant shiat and more about wad's been going on~

Holidays are here! I've been working at the T3 airport, in a restaurant called Xin Wang HongKong Cafe. Pay is relatively good, but work scope is quite the other way round. One thing i must rant about here is the pay delay which happened few days back on payday. The manager keyed in somefuckingimportantthing wrong, and TADAH! Pay delayed till next payday.

Maybe it was just a smokescreen cos he overshot the budget for labour costs at our outlet, maybe this maybe that... w/e. Next payday no pay, Imma blowup real bad! zz.

Okay, that was basically one of the negative stuff this hols. The good stuff : I PASSED MY SUP!!
heheheh.

I know its not something which I should be proud of, becos my results are not really that good. but this is the ONLY semester in which I've passed everything and manage to get my ass into the next sem without any repeating modules and everyotherbullshit.

Next sem's gonna be tough though, block teaching and mmp2. Good luck to me!

Oh yea, another thing : Me and my baby have been together for more than 1 and a half year already!!!!

And that calls for a celebration, for me and her :) So we went out to catch a movie, stuffed ourselves with delicacy from Secret Recipe, and I bought her some stuff which I thought she really needed. Hope she loves them!!!

Relationship-wise, this holiday was a downhill for us. But I believe that we're strong and can survive this shitstorm anyday!

My resolution for the new semester : Be a Man! (can apply to all aspects of life, but mine is more of the relationship, family, finance, and fashion parts :S )

Okay ending my ratter here! Hope someone reads this!

Huat ah 2010!!! (cny)

2010-02-27T01:24:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps! How was everyone's payoff for cny? :D

During the CNY period, lotsa people visited my place ( cos grandma stays here) and lotsa people visited my other grandma's place, which is just 2 storeys below my place!! So during the whole of "chu 1", moi just walk up walk down to collect all the ang baos!!! hehehe d:

After "chu 1", went to friends' places, Baby's place and her dad's too! ...

Took a ride on Baby's mum's cab to takealook at the sentosa RW! ... and we also visited the underwater world & watched the pink dolphins' performance! It had been quite a few years since I visited there... I STILL LOVE TOUCHING TEH FISHESSSSS :D

1st time with Baby to Underwater world too :) anticipating our trip to sentosa! (soon i hope!)

Exams are also overrrrrrr! But i will definitely have one sup paper, for IN3D cos I didn't submit anything at all :S

For now, I'm gonna try to make full use of this holiday! Work & Exercise! Jogging at least 3 to 4 times per week, and taking up a part-time job at T3! Soon, Im going to hilltop to continue training my fav fight-sport with classmates!!

Good luck to me and everyone else!!!

2010-02-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Projects are over! Cny is in less than an hour! Valentine's day too! SONG BOH~

Basically, the period before this was hectic and HELLish. Everyday sleep less den 4 hours, stay up until 4am, drink redbull to keep myself awake during midnight, eyes pain like shiaaaat!

Already know that i have failed one subject, IN3D. Must pass sup paper or i kena remove from TP already.... Zzzz.

Holidays... hope that I will make the time well-spent this time! ):

okok. my plans for the holidays is to exercise, work part time if possible, sleep at correct times!

Valentines day!!

Baby! though almost everyday is like valentine's for us, I still wanna say HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY here!

Love chiu dipdip~!!!

Hope we will squabble less often, and stay a loving couple like we already are :p

Kk, thats all for this post. Will post at least once a week during the holidays to keep check on my stuffs! Cya babes~

Reflection of my poly life so far

2010-01-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

Being able to get into TP was kinda a miracle for me, since I was not considered a hardworking type and was very very very lazy.

So, now after spending almost 2 years in TP, I am now still struggling with my school work, projects and stuff... Failing almost 2 to 3 subjects every end of semester and ending up with more work then my peers...

But miraculously, every single sem i pass the must-pass-because-its-2nd-time modules and proceed onto the next semester barely alive.

Now I really feel like giving up. I don't think I can make it through this semester without failing some subjects which I can't fail.. and if I do fail them, I would have to appeal to the school for a "last" chance. By that time, I can't even fail one single module. If not I would be dropped out of TP....

SHAGISM ):

If I do pass / make it through this semester, I will and I must discipline myself to study harder then before! If i pass.....

If not, I would be going into the army for National Service soon, without a diploma. What I really want to do is to save up enough money to enter Lasalle or NAFA to do courses related to art.

If not x 2 , I would be signing up to become a regular in the army, or sign some bond **** with SAF to study and work in the army at the same time. Some friends are doing that already.....

Life seems to be going nowhere for me...

Back to School

2009-11-17T09:59:00.002+08:00

Blogging in school now cos last night fell asleep halfway doing homework -.-

Yesterday was the 1st day i went to school after i came back from the trip, and school still sucks.

Assignment deadlines are coming up again... gonna have to stay up fugging late to finish them again -.-

Christmas is comingggggggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Okay really nothing to blog about .__.

Bye~

Back from Genting!

2009-11-16T06:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! ... oh well, since I haven't been updating my blog for sucha long period of time, I guess I wouldn't expect many people to still be following me at my blog ... :S

I went on a trip to Genting Highlands with Baby! and her mum, grandpa, cousin. My mum and sister was there as well! But they stayed in different rooms and came on separate buses..

Couldn't sleep much the night before the trip. Firstly, I had a presentation that morning and it was supposed to be four days later. So i wasn't 100% prepared....

Secondly, was that my leave from school wasn't approved YET, and is still not up till now. Status still says "pending".... If it isn't approved, it would mean that I have attained a P grade for my Cmsk this semester. And that sucks.

Last but not least, I was nervous about the trip. She would be the first whom I've travelled abroad with! And I hope sincerely that she would be the last too (:

The trip was very enjoyable to the last bit! Though I didn't do as much shopping as i did previously when I came with other people, I LOVED this trip!!! Hope that there will be chances for me to go abroad with her and my friends and their loved ones, and family too! :D

Don't worry about the pics, I will upload them during my free-er time! I need to sleep now, tomorrow is presentation!

Bye!

Playing with fire!

2009-09-20T22:04:00.012+08:00

Hello peeps!

Its been a few days(or a week) since I've posted!! :D

Been playing with candles and sparkles etc with Baby at 108 void deck these few days...
Pics Pics Pics!

Some emo-ish pics of Baby and Me ...

Staring at the candle 'lovingly'? hahaha :D

Caressing the candle??! d:

SPARKLES TIME!!!!

*Pokes candle*

Don't mind this extremely ghey pic thx :S

My middle finger lights up! :D

Those was yesterday's pics...

Today didn't take many pics cos my fon was low on battery ):

Baby's "artistic" shots :D

Lantern festival is coming!!!! Supp papers are coming!!!! Personal Financial Crisis is coming!!!! Windows 7 is coming!!!!

Later peeps.

Green is in the air

2009-09-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

Gooooooosh 1 supp paper down, 3 more to go.

Hmm... contemplating to fail one and push the other 2 modules.. :S Since i have no time for so many papers/ courseworks............ AHHHHHHHHH :/

Shagged like fcuk nowadays. Holiday mood but still have to drag myself all the way to TP *though not very far* for revision lectures, revision classes and worst of all need to spend so much time on the fugging coursework at home, when i can be doing something else... like go out or wad ):

Waiting for the fucking slow voucher to come. The fucking slow bursary to come. The fucking phone to stop fucking lagging. MY FUGGING GAWD!!!@#@#$

Want to dye hair, but don't know wad colour already. All the colours I've dyed before are : black w red highlights, golden brown, brown. ANY SUGGESTIONS? no hot pink ty.
contructive ones pls......!

Supp Papers Sux

2009-09-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

Hello! Looks like I could keep this blog up if i continue to blog regularly like this :) Though the posts won't be long anytime soon.... :x

Today was a a short day, but tomorrow will be a looooooong and sad one for me ):

Went to tamp mall to catch a movie with Baby and her cousin today. "Aliens in the Attic". When we stepped into the cinema, 1st thing that we saw was that there were very little people in the cinema.

After the show, I felt that it wasn't very entertaining, but some parts of it were... I wanna watch district 9, avatar, and alot more movies coming up soon!!

Went to play a few games with Baby's cousin after that, and proceeded to 85 market for quick dinner.

Went home and started on my supp paper stuff (coursework)

Gonna stay up tonight to complete it... or at least complete it before i sleep or something -.- zzzz!

Good luck to me! Bye peeps~

Happy Birthday to me!

2009-09-15T00:15:00.001+08:00

Happy birdday to me,
Happy birdday to me,
Happy birdday to Han Ping...
Happy birdday to MEEEEEEEEE~

Morning had to go revision lecture... but was ABIT late la haha :x

Okay. After that, met dan( tp fren ) at concourse, and he helped me to crack adobe stuff and Maya!!!
Thank him dipdip!~

Sigh. Soooooo many supplementary papers.... ):

okok. away with the sad part ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Went home to chill, den went to fetch Baby home from school! :)

Slacked abit... and after sending Baby home, made my way to the 506 bus stop to meet jw and the others for sakae sushi lunch!!

Ate the buffet lunch thingy, and enjoyed a huge variety of delicious sushies!!!!!!!(spelling error??)

Kel and Wt was late, but its okay (: at least they came haha. Sorry to say again but i had to make my way off earlier!

Thanks guys :)

Will update more about dinner with Baby, aunt and cousin! :)

Edited a few mins later after the pics fucking can upload >:/

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Met Baby, and her cousin 1st, cos they needed to go Si Ma Lu de guan yin Temple to offer prayers :D

After that, while waiting for auntie to come, abit of arcade at iluma, played those doll-catching machines and ended up throwing 5 bucks down the sea ~.~

Aunt arrived, and we headed to a Kopitiam near Fu Lu Shou to have dinner.

Spaghetti was great! But darn bloated . . . @_@

After the scrumptuous dinner, went to take a bus to simpang bedok, cos her cousin( whos bday is also today ) had to meet her dad to get hongbao... Met him, chilled abit, and headed home! :)

It was a tiring day, PEEKS !!!!!!!!! ^_^

the doll catching machine. or rather, the money eating invention.

me trying to own the machine..

caught it? no. got owned instead. Machine 1 Hanping 0

Baby took this... ask her why! :S really no idea hahahah :3

Okay thats all babe. love all dipdip!

Comex hoot hoot hoot!

2009-09-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hooted a 14" Asus Laptop! Its the F81S series :)

Got it from comex @ $1500 .... wallet broke one big hole already ):

Pics.... cant upload yet. My fucking phone is lagging, hanging, and doing all sorts of shits to make me feel like smacking in against the wall & flushing it down the toilet!~

Today, went to downtown east, where baby's mum's chalet was located. Had loads of fun at Wild Wild Wet! Though is only for 3+ hours... :) After that, went to play some arcade games at E-hub with Baby and her cousin~

After all that, was fucking tired already -.- so headed home laaaaa!

Gonna meet her for dinner later! Tml suckeh sushi anyone? :D

tired day ~

2009-09-11T05:09:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps (:

....posting with my Asus Notebook right now... still not very used to typing with this laptop though...

Tiring day it was. Going to do a proper post when im done with my supp paper revision later at 10am.

I FAILED 4 PAPERS ): FML

TML comex!

2009-09-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody here reading my boring blog! :D

Tomorrow is the 1st day of Comex!!! Going there to see if there are any good hoots for laptops , woots!

But at the same time, im stuck between the decision of getting the lappie at the next IT show Sitex in Nov later this year, and to get it now at Comex.

Reasons are stated here : link

So...... sigh. Kinda stuck now hehe. Suggestions anyone?

Okay thats the sad part for today. As for the happy part....... BABY GAVE ME MY BDAY PRESENT!
(though its not my bday till 14thsept)

Let the pigtures do the talking~

( forgot to take the wrapper's pic, but Baby did wrap it up nicely (: )

can anyone guess..?

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Its something from the Wallet Shop! :D

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Last pic of the box before i show the contents d:

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~TADAAAAAAA~

Its my neeeeew wallet! Rather cute and creative design :)

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The insides ......

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translate: SIMI ATTITUDE ?!!@$!@

Thank you Baby for the wallet!

I'd needed a new one cos the old one was getting abit worn out :S

To anyone out there who thinks a present like this is "budget" or something in that line, its the thoughts which count when giving somebody a present (:

Lub chiu dipdip!

More to come after COMEX. Stay tuned! Buai Buai~

2 days to COMEX

2009-09-09T02:16:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps! Just done with some Dota games and received some bad news from desmond ): The Singapore Flyer job which we have applied for are only going to take in 2 applicants... sigh. Really hope i will get it!!!!

Today woke up, spent some time infront of the computer gaming and surfing forums... and then went to 85 market for dinner with Baby (again). Getting a bit sick of the food there already :S Oh well~

Ordered Stingray and Sotong from the stall Baby's aunt work at(Wang Wang)! Was not as spicy as Chan BBQ's Sotong and Stingray though...

Some pictures here taken while waiting for the food to be ready.....

Baby waiting hungrily for her food D:
.............................

~Food Arrives!~

Happy Baby! :)

Alright. 1st day of comex gonna go early go get lotsa brochures, then see which one has the specs i want and the price which i can afford :D

Busy Busy week!! later!

p.s. i miss baby! <3

7th sept

2009-09-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! :D

Just came back from dinner with Baby and her aunt etc... Sibei bloated O:

Everytime I have dinner with them, always end up with a very very full stomach... But thats good! Gonna help me put on some weight O:

Comex is coming up really soon! ahhhhhh cant wait to squeeze with the thousands of ppl at suntec again! so exciting! :D

Another thing im anticipating are 2 letters, one for school bursary and another for G2k's prestige member!!!! Everyday go check mail, but get only disappointment ):

And i really need a job ahhhhh my expenses!!! @^%#@!

.............................on a lighter note...
People who like to flame or spam on my iceiceice's tagboard... really are lowlifes -.- I really cant describe them fully, becos it would take an essay to say how useless and crappy they and their tags are. Wasting my brain cells just thinking what to say about them/ to them. But its okay i guess, we all intelligent people need some stupidness from these stupid ppl once in awhile to let off steam and be "stupid" with them! ^^

Bye peeps.

Holidays

2009-09-07T01:44:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhelloeverybodyhere!!!!!! Im finally posting after so long....

Blogger finally "cured" the screwed up codes :D now i can see the page properly! yipeeeeeee.. not.

Its the holidays already, and im still looking around for jobs which i can do for this boring 1plus month break~ ~
Maybe this holiday won't be boring, cause in around a weeks time i will get back my results, fail alot of my papers, go to comex to hoot stuff, celebrate my birthday and den celebrate me and baby's 1st year anniversary! <3

Watched quite a number of movies with friends and Baby over the past few weeks.. The Proposal, Final Destination 3-D, G-Force (also in 3-D)... Money go out but never come in T_T

Relationship-wise... it hadn't been too good with baby recently. Though there were still great times ^^
We can make it if we stay together Baby!!! <3 love chiu dipdip. Study hard and prove yourself to your family! :) I believe u can do it.

& Guys, if got good lobangs for jobs pls contact me!.. Thats about it for tonight! Gonna turn in already, bai bai~

Durian week

2009-08-23T00:01:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone! fugging fugged fuped blogger.com is finally back! (at least for me) ... past few weeks were really hectic for me, becos of those fugging projacks. But now.... its over! (till results are out) -> :D

We all love durians don't we? But I am starting to get a bit sick of the fruit.. few days ago earlier this week, my Grandmum tio scam by some young adults selling durians door to door -.- 3 not-so-tasty durians for near 40 bucks??! wtf. Since my mum doesn't wanna eat them, and my sis was having cough, I had to settle most of the durians.

2 Durians.

Then today, met Baby and another friend(bing's aunt's "colleague") to go cut moi hair. Got a decent haircut for 9.80. Cut + Wash + Blow. Better than my last one can riao ~.~

Haircut almost finished :D

"After"

Okay, then Baby used her phone to take some ze-lian looking pics of moi ): IM INNOCENT!...........not.

Me,

Me again. step one cam shy O: O:

Okay enuff of my haircut shits.. Durian time! (again -.- )

So after the haircut, went home to bath etc.... and met Baby for a quick dinner at 85. After that, proceeded to blk 111 for some fruits fest thingy o.o

ITS A MATHAFUGGING BIG PIECE OF MUCUS OMGZWTFBBQ~

Baby's aunt so cute -.- she actually brought pastic disposable gloves to the place! SMART :)

At a cheap price of 5 bucks, we were given : 2 packets of durians, one big packet of herbal tea, a small bag of mangosteens, and another fruit which looks like a longan and i dont know its name ..... :x

Last pigture..

Hope this holiday can be put to good use! BURSARY PLS GET APPROVED ): i need moi lappy!!!! Love ya all dipdip <3

Blogspot has a screw loose

2009-08-21T07:36:00.000+08:00

zzzzzz not that I'm lazy to blog or what... Blogger keeps showing me screwed up layouts and codes on my browsers -.- Can't even post an image. SUXXOR BLOGSPOT !_!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-08-18T05:14:00.000+08:00

FINALLY TODAY IS RESUBMISSION FOR THE DARN WEBSITE!!!!! FEW MORE HOURS > GO SCHOOL HAND IN LOH! hope and pray that i pass this. if notch, JI JI~

Fuck blogger seriously -.-

2009-08-12T04:45:00.000+08:00

last post was actually quite long, cheesepie blogger sot sot riaos @_@ sry guys!

Projacks!

2009-08-12T04:29:00.000+08:00

No. You are not seeing things. Your monitor is working perfectly fine. I AM BACK!!!!! not.

Hais~ projects' deadlines and presentations are all in this week, and I already predicted that I would fail a few liao... ):
Hope I just don't get kicked out of TP!....

deadlines

2009-08-04T18:24:00.000+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog for so god damn long! )`: You think i want ah!~

zzzz from now till 13th august are all my project deadlines and presentations!.. Can't afford to rest for a moment!

These few days spent most of my time infront of the comp trying to finish up anything i can... then dinner with Baby etc (:
Gonna start to update regularly after everything in school ends~

So, stay tuned! (: I love everyone and Baby!!~

I LOVE U BABE!

2009-07-24T00:48:00.006+08:00

Heh (: was actually gonna watch harry potter with baby but in the end couldn't because of some issues.. But nvm! ^^

In the end, went with yong jian to GV @ Tamp mall to watch the Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!... Bought the nearest timing, and luckily we had nice seats :D

Bought the 12dollars popcorn and drink set, then yongjian told me ' i dont share saliva u rmb!!! -.-'
Soooooo, he had to pour the large ice lemon tea into 2 seperate cups :D After that proceeded into the cinema hall..

Before the show started, both of us realised that seated all around us were FEMALE students( cos they were in pe attire & school uniform) , and that they were fcuking talkative, irritating, noisy etc etc. Even before the movie, they were making some noises already. During the show, we could hear some of them talking about the movie blablablaa ~.~ disturb our 8.50dollar worth of great movie-watching experience!!!!!! ):

Ok. The show was not bad, but not as good as wad I had expected it to be.. so yea, abit disappointed to be honest :/

To me, this movie is mainly focused on bringing the audience plots, plots, and more plots which will allow the sequel to move onto the next one, which HOPEFULLY we won't be disappointed with .... ^^

DUMBDEEDORE WHY MUST DIE!! ): and SEVERUS SNAPE is actually the half blood pwince! O: O: O: ok... Oh. I also loved the 'romance' parts, quite funny!

After the movie, went to meet Baby and her aunt and her cousin for dinner at 85 market (: Ate till i was quite bloated ... but nice food cannot waste! >:/

After dinner, Baby had a surprise for me! A self-made 10th month anniversary present for moi!!! I SIMPLY LOVE IT TO BITS! heh.

the presents, on top would be the bag containing straw-STARSSSS !! below is a card made by Baby herself, and a mini-card which she bought :D

THE CARD! <3> contents were so touching T.T

the stars :) i counted a total of 160!
Although its not a whole bottle, she had to stay up till 2am to do it! Thanks babe! (:

Baby thought this idea of hers was cheapskate blablabla. BUT I don't think so at all. I love receiving heart-felt, hand-written letters from people whom I love :)

I love her so much!!~

One more Month!

2009-07-18T04:19:00.006+08:00

Yay!~ just calculated that i've only about a month of school left before holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER LONG HOLIDAYYYYYYYY :D

But before that, i need to pass my projects la.. :/ If i fail, either kena dropout or need to cut my holidays alr .... Z.

Today, went to Tm at around evening cos wanted to catch "Harry Potter and the half blood prince". But failed to cos there were just no seats other then 1st rows -.- SIBEI SHAG AH. Went to Century Square, but it seems that the show is way toooooo hot -___-

So had dinner there at C2, then went walk walk see see with Baby and her cousin . . .

Doll which has "bangs" hairstyle, and Baby keeps saying that she's gonna cut bangs cos she misses it :D

Baby was crazy the whole day, pretending to be a pregnant mum :O And of course, it attracted some wierd stares from those aunties and kpo ppl :/

Oh. On a side note, SMRT pawns us peasants again. DRINK PLAIN WATER / EAT SWEET ALSO WILL KENA $30 FINE WTF? So lets say, I'm travelling from Joo Koon to Bedok, fucking dehydrated and thirsty, also cannot la .. ?

............Looks like we'll be seeing these soon .......... ( Click to see it clearly. Sorry! )

Ok back to my day....

After that, sent both girls home and then headed home myself :)

I really love her, and i'm missing her right now~ sigh.

K thx bye ^^

2009-07-17T03:57:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!

Sorry about the vid in the previous post, it seems that Youtube has removed the video already ):
But nevermind...

Wanted to go watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince today but didn't go in the end~ sian.
So went home to play Left4Dead....

Here are some funny videos on Left 4 Dead which i've found! (Remember to watch them in fullscreen to know all the details, and make sure u turn that volume up! ) Now enjoy~

And if u enjoyed that, pls take a look at the rest of this guy's videos ^^ CLICK HERE

Tat's all for this post, hope u had a good laugh. If not, sorry for wasting your invaluable time!~

on a bored night

2009-07-15T07:50:00.004+08:00

Hello peeeeps! I am here to blog, and so i am blogging now.
Okay i'm done blogging! BYE~

...Not. Okay, today i overslept again( for the 94283478234th time). So woke up, and tried to see if anybody was in Tp so that he/she could help me get a form from a teacher. Sadly, there wasn't. I decided that i didn't wanna move my lazy ass outta the house, so tomorrow then do lohhhhhhhhhhhh~

Strangely, Yannick and other peeps around 500+ have been borrowing my kickpads for 'training' this few days. So, i lent it to them, and after that played Left 4 Dead with Baby and Gary, and another random public guy. Halfway thru the game, Gary left cos he wanted to get his mic/headset to play left4dead with.

Leaving us with 2 random publics :/ luckily for us, those 2 were quite good at the game. Won without much effort, and then went to fetch Baby with yannick's bike, to block 513 where their 'training' was held...

Reached the 513 multi-storey carpark's roof terrace and people started to ask me to hold the kickpads for them to 'train' :/ Didn't train at all myself... BORED FUGSHIT.

After alot of crap, sent Baby back home :) miss her! <3

and now im posting this very boring post on my very boring day with my very unboring computer. Okay, I'll end here for today :D

Oh ya before i forget, a video to share with everyone
( Note : the subtitles are not a language u may know, so just turn up the volume and listen to it. DONT WORRY ITS NOT A SCREAMER -.- )

early morning post

2009-07-13T05:12:00.002+08:00

AH wtf why am i awake before my sister! :/ Seems like my body clock is frigging screwed up already. Fancy waking up at this kinda hour -.-

Okay im resolved to go to school later and not sleep!!~ (maybe)

Gotta keep myself awake with pokemon and some homework :/ .........boring shit.

Oh this 'passer-by' and '-' whos been hanging around some of my friend's tagboards, I'm gonna stalk him/her. I love stalking retarded and spastic people! ^^ Ok im talking nonsense cos my brain cannot take me sleeping less den 12 hours :/

Gosh. GTG POKEMON!~ cya babes

Projects!

2009-07-12T05:23:00.000+08:00

Hello everybuttie here whos kind enough, and patient enough to read and wait for my post! :D

The whole week I've been oversleeping, and missed tons of lessons .__. sibei shag. I GOTTA FUCK THIS HABIT MAN!

Major projects' deadlines are all coming soon, and I've still not done alot of them :/ Hope i can pass to make it to semester 2.2 :S

Wanted to watch transformers 2 with Baby on Sat but didn't catch it cause i overslept -.- zzz fuck.
Then after waking up, went to fetch Baby to go to huimin's bbq. It was...... boring over there.

Hais, hope today i won't oversleep or what so that I can go with Baby to the movies .......

Still playing Pokemon with gameboy advanced emulator on my psp, and so addicted to it! <3

Okay goin to do project online with classmate soon! Cya peeps~ will edit or update soon soon soon!!!

:D

school should stop!

2009-07-07T01:49:00.000+08:00

yo peeps! Its been quite long since I've done some proper blogging .. actually, none of the posts are 'proper'. All are quite short and simple :/

So.... recently, most of the time are spent nua-ing at home, sleeping long hours and playing POKEMON FIRE RED version on my psp :3 Psp games are all very boring(mostly) and I really have no idea how to waste the memory inside the stick duo :/ Lidat also can reminisce about my childhood! Hhahahaa~

I LOVE FACEBOOK! Recently I just added an old, long lost friend on fb. Lost contact with him since primary 6 cos he left Singapore to study overseas after PSLE. After adding him, chatted with him for half an hour continously on facebook's chat. Quite jealous of those kids who get to study in the states, australia, or taiwan etc etc ): They get exposed to much more experience, as compared to us, Stinkapore kids who are stuck here to study, then "serve" the nation -.- which will then cause us boys to fall back 2 years as compared to female counterparts. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the pain!!!!!~

Now to the h1n1 situation.. WHY ARE THE SCHOOLS STILL NOT CLOSING!!!!!!!!! Looks like they want people to start dying.. then maybe, i say MAYBE, we will see some actions being taken -.-

Went to the WCG at suntec city convention hall on friday with jingwei and the rest. Ry was there playing hes blackshot compy while the rest just hanged around for abit. After ry was done with the qualifiers(which he lost), Yj and des joined him to play a blackshot 3v3 shootout at a booth. Using the prize (razer headset) as motivation, the 3 won and made a mark in the wcg 2009! They also got to take pictures tgt with 2 models for garena! (Xueshasha and michelle)

The rest were very happy for their win, and we bought some GGshells which will allow us to get gold membership in garena :D After that, dinner and headed home!~

Today completely overslept -.- went to school for only 2hours in the evening, came back home to bath and den headed off to meet Baby for dinner :)

Had our dinner at Kfc, and went to a block next to kfc cos she wanted to smoke :/ Took some pics while slacking around there!

(p.s. will upload later, now busy doing project ): )

SCHOOL STARTS ):

2009-07-03T08:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh~ after that teeny weeny term break, its back to school now already!! ):

Holidays weren't fruitful in anyway -.- Didn't complete my projects, didn't get a job, didn't do anything productive to be exact.

Then comes the haircut. SOOOOOOOOOOOO WTF!!!@#@$@

First of all, the barber LOOKED like a complete retard when cutting my hair. After washing the goddamn hair he didn't even bother to clip up my fringe before cutting. He just plainly left my messy and long fringe over my face, which was still dripping wet.

Then, he cut my sideburns lika nerd's. just a horizontal snip and done -.- Okay........

Thats not all! After i told him i wanted the fringe to be cut so that its not a 'straight' line, but rather diagonally..... HE DID A BANGS(did i get this correct?) FOR ME! HAHA WONDERFOOL!

And there was when i decided that i would not step into this particular salon again EVER to cut my fugging hair -.-

Damn i need a laptop for school. Dad's still as niao~ as ever.. Hais.

Alot of bad things making my mood cranky recently. Stopping here for now before i become suicidal thinking of them all.... :/

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

holidays ending ):

2009-06-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

SAD LAAAAAAAAA WTF the holidays ending alr, SO FAST ):

HAIS need wait till after major exams and stuff ... which is during august -.- Don't even know if i can pass this semester's subjects.. sigh.

Father still as niao as ever. Keep quarrelling with him cos of cash issues .. sigh.

Only thing which brightens me up nowadays are meeting up with buddies, and of course baby (:
Other then that, I find everything pointless..

Watched a movie recently, "Night at the museum 2" with Baby. Very nice and funny show i would say. It was nice even when i did not watch part one of the 'sequel' :D so guys, GO WATCH IT!

Waiting for transformers 2 to be out!! Looks epic O:

Maybe i would be better off in ITE ........ ):

http://www.fmylife.com

enjoy! (: hope everyone else is happier then me~

Day at baby's place

2009-06-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

Yo peepole! Here to blog about my day yo!~

Woke up, and went over to Baby's place cause she's going to cook SOMMORE spaghetti for me :3

my delicious brunch made by baby :)

Me eating, photo edited by Baby :O

Then, slacked at her place, play cards etc till evening then headed to my place, for dinner made by my dearest grandmum (:

After dinner, watched tv, listened to music. Then went out to help xuan buy cig @ 7-11 :/

After that, went to baby's hse to fetch her cousin, and brought her to 511 to tabao food. Sent her home asap cos it was going to rain. But it didn't -.- WEATHER SO HOT. FUCKING RAIN PLS. JOHN TAKE A PEE COME ON! :D

Okay. After abit of slacking at the 504 area, sent baby back home. Stayed at her place to play sommore cards, and to take pics with her O: Unfortunately, the pictures taken with her digicam mysteriously disappeared within the cam memory -.- And we were only left with one pic ):

Some pics :

Baby's cousin :) irritating shit at times

Baby took this. and edited it O:

We were fighting our ass out! of course i win in the end :x

Okay we were fucking bored -.- haha! Thanks everyone for reading this blog even though imma fucking boring blogger :D LUB CHIU ALL DIPDIP

BYE! HEHEHAHAHOHO (o_o) v

Spaghetti!

2009-06-16T02:40:00.000+08:00

AHHH supposed to go interview today at Toastbox at bugis, but failed to wake up on time again. In fact, I was bloody late O: So didn't go and postponed it again, for the 3rd time.

Been sleeping very very late these few days, in order to accompany Baby in Left4dead! Everyday play one or 2 games, which often end around 4 or 5 am... But its okay babe :D

School is starting in a week!!!!!! Fucking hate it -.-

Today after dinner with baby at bedok inter's KFC, went to sheng shong and bought ingredients for her to make pasta for me :3

Then went over to her hse TO EAAAAAAAAAT! Very yummy! maybe bcos i helped :D
Anyway, I LOVE U BABY! and i love the food u cook too!!~ <3

Walked back home, and now talkin to her, while pondering about wad to do next :/

CYA PEEEEEEPS!

Hello

2009-06-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

Bing is here to help her stupid lazy pig fucking asshole boyfriend to post. Hahahahaha!
Okay, I helped the lazy Hanping to change his blogskin.

&&& he's very very very very lazy to..

change blogskin
to blog/post

blahblahblah...

Only some of his friends knew his pattern mil years ago, will understand this. HAHAHAHAHA.
Omg, I'm crapping in his blog. Know what? Cause he's still on his bed -.- Asshole.

term break sucks big time!

2009-06-12T02:01:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhh this holiday really sarks balls dude, Baby and I can't meet, got tons of hw to finish ):

Father is nagging really bad now, maybe cause hes had abit of beer, but after abit of thinking on my part, I realised that what he's saying are all correct O:

I've been really lucky to have this naggy ass as my dad, cause if not, i'll be far more skinny then what I am already now. From young till now hes been telling me to keep drinking water, eat fruits, blablablah. As a result, I'm always drinking plain water instead of soft drinks etc.

Ok. I really have no idea what to blog on anymore :S I MISS BABY TOO MUCH!

Going to pc fair with ren yuan, interview at toastbox with desmond tml :D

Cya peeps! JIO ME GO POOL PLS IM FAGGING BOARD ~.~

2009-06-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Slept from noon till night today, and woke up in a very shag mood :/

Things are not going too well with her and me, so please keep sarcastic and/or unnecessary remarks to yourselves. Don't think jokes like that are all-so-funny .

Grandmum bought some "Haw Flakes" home today. I suddenly remembered my Grandpa, who unfortunately passed away few years ago. It was him who 'introduced' the haw flakes to me in the 1st place. From the 1st time i tried it, I loved eating it (:

Remembering him makes me think of many things. Like how we should be filial to our parents, how we should cherish people around us while they're still around, alive and kicking. I regret not spending more time with him. & i don't wanna regret not spending more time with any of my family, friends, buddies and my dearest girl.

So to anyone and everyone reading this, rmb to cherish wad ya have right now for it might be gone in another instant.

Life is short. I'm already frigging 19 O: and it looks like I've already lived about 1/4 of my life. At the end, the only thing anyone can wish for (i think) is that others would still rmb him/her for the things they've done, or contributed.

Gah, I don't know why this post sounds so naggy. zz.

So for now, life goes on ..

D:

2009-06-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the disappointment ):

fuckingbored.com

2009-06-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

Heeeeeelloooooo peeepole.....

today went down to meet yj and hadi at 504 basketball court there, drink bubbletea, play basketball and slaaaaaaaaack.

Fuck man the gucci bag buyer reply msg kan phua slow one -.- ask me tomorrow go Vivo to deal, then bo reply already. Cheesepie kia -____-

Okay I need to find some time to start my 712348234 projects.. and I want to go play some pool! ):

So, anyone wanna pool? :D

Bye~

P.s. sorry for the uber-short post. I have a mental block right now :/

Baby's Birthday (:

2009-06-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to BING BING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU~ :D

Today is darling's birdday, but she isn't in Singapore to let me celebrate it with her ):

Anyway, today woke up late and went to school with hadi accompanying, to hand in some assignments. After that, went to have some bubbletea at the bbtea shop opposite yu neng...

Came home and played L4D and Doughthar abit. Teamed up with some nerds(nicholas's classmates) and lost a game -.-

Ahhhhh hope 5th of june arrives faster!!!!!

P.s. i miss you!!

Term test, term break

2009-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yaaaaay! I'm back from failing my inmm termtest! ( should be fail, cause i've only studied it for 2 hours ) But I still have some work due tomorrow..

Baby is off to genting already ): She left singapore right after my test ended..

Not many happenings today, just came back from school, and went out for supper earlier on. Baby called to tell me she's in Malaysia already, and also to remind me that I can't stay out too late..

Supper was super funny! esp with Hadi and Yongjian. As usual, yj was gettin headshots from both of us (verbally). He didn't know the meaning/difference of cunt and cum.

hadi scrutinizing yj O:

yj tries to avoid the camera but FAILS

Hadi and I continued to abuse yj's lack of knowledge in sexual terms for the rest of the talk cock session. After that, went home and I'm typing this now (:

Bye peeps! hope your holidays ain't as suck-y as mine :D

P.s. i miss you babe!

Genting!

2009-06-02T02:45:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhh the term break is coming! Tomorrow will be my one and only term test, and then my "break" starts (:

They call and name it a "term break", but I would think "time-to-chiong-project-weeks" suits it better. With so many projects at hand, this few weeks will not be much of a holiday, but time for us to lock ourselves up at home and chiong projects...

Yesterday went swimming with Baby and her cuzzie. Didnt swim long... cause we decided to end the swimming session early. Baby's mom was nagging her to go back home. So headed to 85 after the swim for dinner. Thats about it for the day.....

Oh. On saturday went to punggol cc for kelvin's surprise birdday party. Ry desmond and me were very late though. Didnt make it on time for the "surprise", but made it there. Oh well :x

Ate some stuff there and talked alot of cocks... Did taopok on yongjian and some attempts on kelvin! Poor yong jian ahhhhh~

After everything, helped clear up the big mess and made our way back to bedok. The others went to weiting's house and as for me, I met Baby! MISSED HER HELL-LOTSSSSS (:

BABY IS GOING AWAY ON MONDAYYYY ):
gonna miss her like mad!! :/ hope she buys something for me over there d:

BABY U MUST ENJOY YOURSELF THERE K! DONT MAKE THIS TRIP WASTED :D

LOVE U
LOVE U
LOVE U
!!!!!!!!!!!!

Celebration!!

2009-05-31T06:16:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!! Sorry for the lack of lengthy updates.. Again :/ Seems that my standard of writing essays have become very lousy. Okay, it was already lousy in the 1st place -.-

On Friday morning, went to send Baby to school. She work up quite late but still managed to go to school in the end.. Sleepyhead -.-

Then after falling asleep back at home, I woke up in the noon and rushed to school to submit some due projects and stuffs. After that, headed to tampines to meet Baby and her friends for some old-friends gathering.

Saw huiling and peiling up on the bus to tamp O: Then after arriving at tamp, met up with the others... They had lunch a food court, then we all went to the outdoor-place just beside the foodcourt ( forgot the name of the place ). Had loads of laughs just looking at them play :D Oh ya, it was eddy's birthday celebration too! Heypi birdday!

Then slacked around, took photos, made a fool outta ourselves in Toys'r'us, played some arcade games.. blablablabah. After all that, had dinner at the foodcourt ( same one ) . We then spilt into 2 groups, one to go buy the cake and the other to accompany eddy.

After the cake was bought, the peeps with eddy went to mastercraft at bedok reservoir park to meet up with the cake group. Sang birdday songs for eddy, and the soon-to-be birthday girl BING (surprise,baby!) :D she had this shocked look on her face, mwahha.. satisfaction man!

Slacked, talk cock sing song with everyone there. Baby and huiling were playing with eddy, and running all around-.- I and the other guys were busy with our "men" talk, and the other girls with "women" talk ( or girls, since they're all underage. HAHA jk)

Left there at about 9 plus, sent Baby home and walked home...

Baby had lotsa fun today. I love to see her happy like this (:
A break from all those quarrels we had these past few days :x
She's gonna be away in Genting from the 2nd to 5th ): and i'm fucking gonna miss her!
Can't celebrate her birthday with her on the actual day!!!!

the thought that she's going to be away makes me miss her already -.-
Sad la ): k end post here!!

P.s. later then update about the next day ( kel's birdday thing)

sleep early!

2009-05-28T19:34:00.001+08:00

Yay! The term is coming to an end (: next week just need to study for one test and be done with it!!!

But still there're so many projects to finish up... and only 2 weeks of "holiday".. -.-

Met Baby yesterday night and she gave me dumplings to eat :D super nice!!!! so nice that i ate them all up on the way home <3~

At night stayed up to watch soccer ( Man Utd vs FCB ) and was utterly disappointed with ManU! I PROMISE ITS THE LAST TIME IMMA STAY UP LAAAAAAAAAATE ):

So following up, today was late for schooooooool as usuuuuuuual~ missed the citation test which will cost me 10%, but managed to go to school in the afternoon to hand in the other due stuffs ^^

I have to get my biological clock back to normal! zzz. Don't want to disappoint my loved ones any further. PLS GOD I HAVE TO SLEEP EARLY! TRANQUILIZE ME LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA D:

Going to finish up h/w fast and go to bed (: Byeee!

Stress from all sides!

2009-05-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hello readers! I'm back from a 2 days "break" from blogging, or rather, was too lazy to blog for the past 2 days coz school was damn tiring -.-

Went jogging yesterday with Yj, John and desmond at Bedok reservoir park.
Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn hilarious running with them! Me and Yj were jogging at the front while John and desmond jogged slower at the back.

Then after we reached the 1km mark, Des decided he was tired blablabla so started to walk. John pei-ed him but he jogged instead of walk. Leaving me and Yj in the front.

I was busy making fun of him to make him lose his momentum and making a fool out of myself while running :x After jogging for about 3/4 of the whole reservoir, me and yj slowed down and started to walk, while allowing john and des to catch up. Played around, did some sprinting etc.

Results - Bloody sweaty . John and des both leg 'nua', and des kept thinking about wad heroes to use later when play Dota -cm mode -.-

Ok nuff of the jogging shit. School sucks man, i keep oversleeping and stuff even though most days i sleep at 1/2 am ( Baby wont allow later O: )

Maya on my comp cant fucking start, and i cant uninstall it either -.-

Have tons of proposals to hand in this week... I think i've only done half......

Parents very niao. Hais.... bo lui...................! *any lobangs?

Baby.. I still love her. Thts for sure (: Although some obstacles lay along the way) I'm sure our love'll stay strong Babe!!~ <3

Gonna go chiong my Cmsk proposal now...... CMSK SUCKS ORH FISH SURE LY! ):

Ciaos~ ~

just another sat (:

2009-05-24T05:24:00.000+08:00

Today, even though it wasn't a school day, I OVERSLEPT! :x poor baby tried to wake me up by spamming sms and calls, and I just kept going back to sleep after picking up the calls..

Went swimming after i finally got up, with Baby and her cousin again (:

Got the the complex, and realised my bike parked outside was stolen :/ 3rd bike lost in my family this month already!!!!!! Sibei shagz. Shrugged the shagness off and went into the swimming complex.
Taught her cousin how to swim at the deep pool, yay! :D

After done with swimming, walked over to 85 market for dinner~ Then after that, walked home and met yong jian on the way home. We headed over to my place to slack, talk cock sing song..... had some drinks at 527 coffeeshop after that, then we both went home! Baby was so tired that she fell aslp halfway msging me -.- again! D:

Okay another not - so - long post, but sorry! (: cya peeps~

i wanna train!

2009-05-23T02:17:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh just had a tiff with Baby ): hope she's okay and better already by now. Ran from 526 to 108 in just 4 minutes! Not bad, maybe i should go for some running competitions :x

Today morning went to see her to school, and then made my way home and into lalaland... at noon went to find her and weizhi at 511 for lunch, and then sent her home. After that, saw jason huiling etc and played abit of basketball with them :D

Slacked slacked and slacked till about 4, went home with xiao di to pick up my kickpads. Wanted to train somewhere but didn't in the end. Only managed to do abit of training outside my house nia ):

Stoned at home for a few hours, then actually was going to tamp area with yongjian. HAIYA DONT WANNA TALK ABT THIS LIAO. TIO PS TSK! ._.

Yongjian actually told me he wanna train at gym O: cannot imagine sia. He become fit fit and muscular. Confirm look more _ _ _ (fill in the blanks). HEHE

Ok after tio psed, waited for Baby's mum to go out. Quite a long wait i would say, but it was worth waiting (:

Very unhappy with the things which made Baby unhappy! I'm not supposed to say anything about it here, and I won't.

I LOVE YOU BABY!~ cya peepoles!!

maya sucks!

2009-05-21T04:15:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps! Must be anxiously waiting behind those screens for me to blog right!!!!!!!! ... maybe not :/

Okay, the past few days were nothing unusual... late for school , meet Baby, go home then sleep. I really need to sleep early man.. & I WANT TO USE MY F-ING KICKPADS ZZZ buy liao then never use ): anyone wanna join me?

Gonna be real busy this semester with 8 subjects~ Sorry baby if I don't have enough time for you! ):

AND I CANT UNINSTALL MAYAAAAAAAA! The fucking loading bar looks as if its not going to move for another 1000000000 years! >:/

SORRY AGAIN BABY I KNOW THIS IS NOT THE LONG POST YOU'RE EXPECTING! ):
will do a decent, proper, long and unboring update during this weekend! :D

LOVE CHIU ALL DIPDIP!!~

2009-05-18T19:13:00.001+08:00

Fuck my parents.

swimming!

2009-05-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

I'm going to start this post off with this.

I love you baby, no matter what ppl are saying. I don't give 2 hoots seriously.
So please try to get over it soon k baby. I want to see u genuinely happy with me (:

16th May:

Er.... late post for this. Went to blk 108 auditorium for some performances and a lucky draw :O
Got free popcorn and candy floss... and lotsa lotsa ppl queuing up for them -.- cos its FREE!

Overall the event was a bore, except when Baby won a prize at the lucky draw :D
For more details of what happened exactly on that day, pls pls pls refer to Bing's blog!!!! Its late and I'm lazy to type too much :x

at the event

3 teas!

17th May:

And so....... Today we went swimming at the Bedok swimming complex, during the evening.
Swim swam and swum (no such word), ate some snacks at the complex (:

After that, me and Baby took a bus from complex to simpang Bedok to go fetch her cousin back home from some party. But after meeting up with the elder sister of her cousin's friend to go fetch her cuzzie, she persuaded us to stay for a meal. And so , we did.

We didn't have a great time there. First of all, one of the kids there sibei guai-lan. He said "Hey who are those 2 ppl over there? so wierd! " etc etc blablabla yada yada. -.-

Spoilt kid who didn't have much manners and had a lousy control over hes own voice's volume.

This was not all, it seems that the grandmother of that family had some issues with Baby's cousin.
When we're 5 mins from leaving, this kind auntie asked if we want a lift back home, cos it was quite late already. Then the grandma was like "gogogo faster go home", and said it in a way u would shoo off an unwanted or unsightly guest -.- Baby glared at her for a moment and wanted to tell her off, but this uncle told us "No worries!" and asked us to eat more~

After finishing our last piece of chicken there (we didn't had much food) , the auntie and her husband sent us home with their car. Reached Baby's void deck, and we went over to 7-11 for somemore food because obviously leftovers at the "party" couldn't satisfy us :/

After all that, sent Baby home and went over the desmond's grandpa's songka to pay respect and meet my other friends :D

Chit chat talk cock sing song for about half an hour and proceeded home (:

I MISS BABY SHE IS ASLEEP LIKE A BABY NOW I WANT TO HEAR HER VOICE SO MUCH! ):

Starting school tml already -.- Monday blues, here I come!~ D:

Just another day

2009-05-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today, I didn't oversleep! .......cos there's no school! Hehe (:

Woke up, went to fetch Baby to come over to my place. Then we watched P.s. I love you :D Very nice show! go watch it now gogogo!!
But sadly, Baby was distracted watching it so i decided we will finish the show another time.

After dinner at my place, which was cooked by my wonderful grandmum, me and Baby headed to Safra tampines for pool. But then when we reached Safra, found out that we had to wait for 6 other groups of people to get our turn -.-

Fuck pool then. Went down to Mind Cafe for some deeeeeelicious food! Carbonara pasta and brownies for me, Chicken bolognese for Baby! :D

After that, played an unfair and unjust game of foosball with Baby :x Then sent her back home (: Photos can be found at Bing's blog! (help her attract traffic)

Ok bye readers! (if there's any) :D

Fk Moi Ulcer!

2009-05-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Okay..... I HAVE 2 FUCKING IMBAL BOMB SIZED ulcers! Fuck em. Even if I'm not moving my mouth at all, they still hurt -.-
Arghhh!~ couldn't enjoy my meals these few days cause of it..

Ok back to topic. Today sadly, I overslept again! There wasn't anything loud enough to wake me up, and I doubt there will be -.-

Went to school, got some bursary forms from careperson ^^ After that, saw Hadi at business school running for business school studies club (i think). Had my ez-link card changed to the new one, which looks 3x uglier then the old one, and headed back to bedok to meet Baby for dinner (:

After dinner, me and Baby took her cousin and the dog down for a stroll, and things went bad....
The dog ran across 2 streets on its own accord -.- and had us chasing for it. In the end, a kind man across the road helped us catch it and gave it back to us :D

Thats about it for today!

P.s. FUCK MY ULCERS

pics! :D

2009-05-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today overslept as usual -.-

Okay Okay, picture time :)

Today after halfday at school, went to eat dinner at 85 with Baby and Jingwei~

After dinner, sent Baby home and then went out with Jw to inter, after that, Eastpoint. VERY SHAG ): Don't know why shag also. Maybe cos its still a weekday, or maybe other reasons :/

Okay! Back to update a lil' bit more :D

Baby's psed me, probably in her dreamland now.. sian. Leaving me in the real world to rot!!!
Dota-ed abit just now to cure boredom. Oh ya, anyone who wanna play with me can add me! Garena nick : MissingSayPls

Going to bed now. Hope I can fall asleep early, so tomorrow won't be late -.- Ciaos!

Yo!

2009-05-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

Baby, and baby O:

Yay! My blog is revived, all thanks to my Bay-Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Today morning overslept, as usual -.- After waking up at noon, decidednot go attend school already! :O Then Baby had cramps, so went to meet her & helped her with some banking stuff.
After buying her some panadol and food, and after she's feeling better, went to basketball court at 504 to slack.

Slack slack slack until evening, then both of us headed to my place for dinner! Tomorrow must wake up early for school! Cannot oversleep liao :S

SCHOOL IS IMPORTANT . I WILL NOT MISS SCHOOL NO MORE ... maybe?