Even though i know it'll hurt. im trying very hard. putting up a smile when i actually wanna frown. laughing when what i really want to do is cry my ass off. making jokes when what i really want to say is you don't fucking understand me.

my life's been in a whirlpool ever since it happened. I can blame no-one but myself for it. Im insensitive, stupid, a fucktard. I really hate my life right now.

i know nobody will sympathize with my situation and condition even if i tell. so fuck it. fuck all. everyone's a fucking bastard. FUCK OFF

Getting used to being alone

Sweet raptured light, it ends here tonight.

School's pretty boring. blogging right now in school while watching jap drama : Proposal Daisakusen. Watched it once and now re-watching the whole series again!

Everyday's pretty futup now ; now im in school -> go home -> nap for few hours -> wake up around midnight -> stay awake dotaing/other stuff till morning -> go to school ... ... ...

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dark circles and pimples are appearing like nobody's business now. fml.

School term ending within a month = deadlines coming up = more sleepless nights/days.

GOD PLS HELP ME :(

New life, old blog :/

gonna keep using this blog even though i know that no one's reading -.- just to keep track of what im doing and stuff.

Friday : thai disco
Sat : DRINKING AND WEED (Y)

u said u're moving on. i hope u are :)

Behind my mask, within myself

No one can understand me. Not even you.

May tomorrow hold brighter and clearer skies.

If you were gone one day... I would smile. because we've had the best/worst times together.

on the other hand, its just the weather. dont think too much dyke.

WORLD CUP IS OVER!

finally, everyone can start sleeping at normal human sleeping times instead of staying up late, watch soccer, and then become lifeless zombies in school :/

The fucking letter finally came!!! song song gao jookoon :D

FINALLY I CAN DO THE THINGS I WANTED TO!!! (Y)

fucking fuck off and die.