Being able to get into TP was kinda a miracle for me, since I was not considered a hardworking type and was very very very lazy.
So, now after spending almost 2 years in TP, I am now still struggling with my school work, projects and stuff... Failing almost 2 to 3 subjects every end of semester and ending up with more work then my peers...
But miraculously, every single sem i pass the must-pass-because-its-2nd-time modules and proceed onto the next semester barely alive.
Now I really feel like giving up. I don't think I can make it through this semester without failing some subjects which I can't fail.. and if I do fail them, I would have to appeal to the school for a "last" chance. By that time, I can't even fail one single module. If not I would be dropped out of TP....
SHAGISM ):
If I do pass / make it through this semester, I will and I must discipline myself to study harder then before! If i pass.....
If not, I would be going into the army for National Service soon, without a diploma. What I really want to do is to save up enough money to enter Lasalle or NAFA to do courses related to art.
If not x 2 , I would be signing up to become a regular in the army, or sign some bond **** with SAF to study and work in the army at the same time. Some friends are doing that already.....
Life seems to be going nowhere for me...
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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